Feb. 14th, 2006

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I have failed at so many things and in so many ways.

I failed the girls at Briarwood because I wasn't strong enough to build them a bridge before they were hurt. If I had had better control over my power, I could have gotten them all out of that place and they wouldn't have been killed. So much blood had been shed.

I failed Saetan, because when he needed me to come to Kaeleer and stay with him and the family, I wouldn't do so. If I had agreed, I would have saved everyone so much pain and grief. If I had gone to Papa when he requested it, the family never would have had to keep up a two year long vigil, hoping I would come back to my body.

Most importantly? I failed the one person whom I had promised I would never fail.

I failed Daemon.

Not only did he shatter his Chalice trying to save me, I forgot about him for a few years.

How do you reconcile failing someone who means as much to you as Daemon does to me?



Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "The Black Jewels" trilogy; Misc. Books
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