Apr. 10th, 2006

kaeleers_heart: (Standing on the Edge : Twlory)
Are we talking in my opinion, or in the opinions of others? For, I am sure that there are several different answers floating on the winds to this question. It all depends on who you would ask and what kind of mood they were in.

If you were to ask Prothvar, he would say that the most dangerous thing I ever did was when I jumped off of the top of the South Tower to prove a point to him.

Papa would give you a withering look and then retire to his Study. He really doesn't like talking about the things I have done that he doesn't think were safe at all.

Lucivar would have several colourful phrases for you before he would finally decide that the most dangerous thing I've done since he's known me was when I disappeared from the Keep alone to go to the Unicorns when I felt the terror and pain from Katien and the others.

The Coven and Surreal would probably look at you for a long moment and then decide if they were going to laugh at you or gut you. We Witches tend to keep loyalty and silence of our deeds to each other -- unless it would put us in severe danger. A Witch and a Queen is very precious and nothing is ever allowed to endanger that.

The boyos? I don't even want to know where they might start and with which of their favourite stories. Khary would be the worst as he knows what I once did with his Uncle's... but that is a story for another time.

If you were to ask Daemon... I don't know what my beloved Prince might tell you. I do know that he wouldn't remove his idea that staying with the Angellines and not seeking out Papa for protection much sooner was propably the most dangerous thing I have ever done. Protecting Wilhemina was dangerous and it cost us both a great deal... him more than I.

In my opinion, however, the most dangerous thing I have ever done was not trusting in myself and who I am.

For too long after the events of Briarwood, I tried to close myself off from everyone. I didn't want to set up a Court, I didn't want to see anyone but the Family. I didn't want to be Witch. I just wanted to be Jaenelle. I wanted to be a normal witch and not Witch. I didn't want to be Dreams Made Flesh as they told me I was. I punished myself for any bad thing that happened to those I cared about because I knew that they were being attacked because of their closeness and ties to me.

Trying not to be me was the most dangerous thing I could have ever done... and it almost cost me everything.



Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "The Black Jewels" trilogy; Misc. Books
Words: 474

Profile

kaeleers_heart: (Default)
Jaenelle

August 2009

S M T W T F S
      1
23456 78
9101112131415
16171819202122
23242526272829
3031     

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Sep. 22nd, 2017 10:03 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios