May. 12th, 2006

kaeleers_heart: (Jaenelle Darkness : _hushed_art)
"Leash your fear, High Lord," she said with some asperity. "It will do her more harm now than anything else. Leash it, or lose her."

Saetan's hand closed over her wrist. "I'm not afraid of her, I'm afraid for her."

Tersa shook her head. "She will be too tired to sense the difference. She will only sense the fear. Choose, High Lord, and live with what you choose."
-- "Heir to the Shadows"

Most people that do not know me are very afraid of me and what I can do. Even some of the people that know me and love me are afraid of me. They see me as a threat, as something that must be destroyed.

I have always been different. To some, it didn't matter, but to others it mattered so much more.

The Coven and Boyos perceive me as their sister and their friend before anything else. I am Jaenelle first and Witch afterwards. It has always been this way. The family sees me as daughter, sister, niece, cousin and Queen.

Daemon... Daemon sees me as his mate, as his love.

They are all the exceptions to the rule.

My blood relatives always thought I was a sick-minded child who wore no jewels and couldn't learn basic Craft. When I told them about the things I knew or had seen, they didn't believe me and said I was ill. The only one who believed in me and the things I said was Wilhemina, but even she was afraid of me at times because I was different. I had power that she couldn't understand and sometimes I would lose the leash of my temper and that power would show itself in my dealings with others.

Hekatah and Dorothea perceive me to be a weak-willed girl with extreme power who can be easily manipulated. They have tried since I was very young to either destroy me or take me away from those that I love and whom love me. You would think by now that they would have learned that you should not threaten what is mine.

In general? Those that see me are afraid to approach me.

Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "The Black Jewels" trilogy; Misc. Books
Words: 362


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