Jun. 26th, 2006

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My favourite retreat would have to be when I just slip away from everything and go to Sceval. Escaping from time to time to spend a few moments with the unicorns has always been a favourite activity of mine. The unicorns were my first friends in this world and they took me in as family during the dark times where they trusted none but other Kindred. They knew me for who and what I was and I have always had a place with them. I don't mind admitting that there were times growing up where I ran away to hide and it was the unicorns who hid me and kept me safe from prying eyes as I regrouped my emotions and my energy. I have galloped through the forests and over the meadows while upon the back of some of the swiftest runners and leaders of the Unicorns. I have curled up between them when resting was needed or desired.

Even now, I still go to their lands to retreat from the world when the pressure gets to be so much that I fear spiralling or sinking into what the Kindred call "Queen's Rage."



Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "The Black Jewels" trilogy; Misc. Books
Words: 194
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Anger.

It's an emotion that I have learned very well over the years. I have had many things that have caused me to lose my temper since I was dreamt into this existence. Lucivar likes to tease me that I lose my temper too quickly... and then sometimes my anger scares even those who love me the most.

You want to know who it is that triggers my anger... my rage... more than anyone else?

Dorothea and her minions.

Dorothea has taken all that the Blood is supposed to stand for and twisted it into something hateful and vile. The very things that the Blood are supposed to stand for (Honor. Trust. Responsibility. Protection.) she has turned into weapons of pain and humiliation. She uses her power and her talents to enslave and to harm. She brutalizes all that is good and just and turns them into hard, cruel weapons. She strips them of their caring and their tenmderness --- or she tries to.

When I think of everything that she has done to those I love... Sadi, especially... it tends to make me want to break some of the rules of Protocol and hunt her down. She can incite my rage quicker than anyone... and all I have to do is look at those she has hurt to think about going against all that Papa and Lorn have taught me.



Muse: Jaenelle Angelline SaDiablo
Fandom: "The Black Jewels" trilogy; Misc. Books
Words: 230

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